I just wanna beat him. Again and again. Just to let him see the big whole he makes in myself. And alll the rage,pain, suffering, ... he creates.
For nothing in fact, ... because I'm not a vindictive girl.
Even i've people who help me, the injury is so deep in my head, my heart, ... my life ...

"I should've known you'd bring me heartache ...."
But not like that, not like I was nothing for you, not like a shit ...

I don't make the victim ...
I'm.

Hopelessly, I strong, and won't let you give what you want. No more anyway.

Sometimes, I arrive to turn you back, but sometimes no, like now ...

Why don't you give me any explications, any answers ... ?
I need to know why.

Fuck you my sweet dear.
See you soon ...